我们的故事?

我和你
一直都是 chapter 1.

或许.
到某年某月某日.

会有 chapter 2.

或许故事不会continue.
或许故事不会the end.

谁知道 ?

没有人知道。

没有人知道
下一秒是雨天。

没有人知道
雨后会不会出现彩虹。

why.

我讨厌我自己
为什么那么容易被情感

影响自己的情绪

我讨厌我自己
为什么那么容易分心

影响自己读书的进度

每天想东想西

哎

好累。

i don't need.

u won't back.
u won't care.
u won't love.
u won't miss.

because that's you.

you leaved.
and i am trying to forget.

i love myself.

tell myself.

i don't love him.
i don't love him.
i don't love him.

yes.

i had forgot him.

am i ?

yes i do.

because.

u won't care anymore.

h a h a.

i know u're H A P P Y.

lols.

i wish i won't S A D too !

E N J O Y =)

today.
i went theCURVE with my sister.

actually i want go and see.
Bowie and Bernice.

because they are going 2 thecurve today.

but the way.
when i reach there.

they havent come yet.

so. me and chaiming go for a walk first.

to Levi's.
ming bought a slim fit jeans.
and i bought a levi's tee.

lols. x)

and take alots of picture inside the fitting room =D



then.
going back to [ between tesco and metrojaya ].

bowie and bernice reached.
but too many people.
so i just saw their hair ==

LOLs.
pity me --

then afterdats meet my 2nd sis at starbucks.
we going to have our lunch at ikano.

[ S T E A M B O A T ] =D

lols.
mine favourite x)

then.
go tesco office for rest.

chaihui working.
chaiming sleeping.
chaihuan homework-ing.

about 2 hours.

me and chaiming go down to cinelisiurs.

go and take big head photo. =D





then.
go hang out again.

went esprit and mango.

take alots of pic again.

go to where.
snap to where. x)

Mango.



i love myself XD



i love my slipper x)

Lovely Lace



and i love BEAR =D


happy day =)

bought alots of things.

lols.

so SHUANG =D

newLIFE =)

哭了一场。
知道自己必须振作了 =]

因为.
新生活等待着我了.

今天看到他.

lee chwin说,
要让他知道.

我没有他，
我可以过得好好的。

所以.
我必须过得快乐.=)

从今天起.
已经开始收拾心情.

准备统一测验的到来了.

好紧张啊.

怕自己考不到好成绩.

会留级.

看着爸爸妈妈的头发,
一天比一天白的时候.

我知道.
他们一直为了我担心我.

甚至.
我一直让他们失望.

对不起 =\

爸爸妈妈.

我答应你们，
不会留级的.

为了我.
为了我自己.
为了我以后的路.

我必须更努力才行。

姐妹们.
一起冲吧.

我们一起加油.

=]

死人头.

死刘汉益.
死刘汉益.
死刘汉益.

明明知道我不舍得你.
还要留下一张字条和我们说再见.

明明知道我不要为你哭.
还要sms叫我习惯没有你的存在.

明明知道我很想你.
还要说你没有回来的话.

=\

离开了。
好好照顾自己。

我不会再在你身边叮咛你。

不要生病了.
喝多一点水.

下次回来中华,
看到的你.

不是更瘦的.

因为,
你不可以继续瘦过我了.

我 会 担心。

ByeBye. =\

=\\\ Help ME.

i want to cry.
i want to cry.
i want to cry.

TT

why ?
why ?
why ?

i duwan be a FAKE chaihuan anymore.

i just want to be myself.

yes.

i am not okay.
i am not okay.
i am not okay.

i'm sad.
i'm unhappy.
i'm moodless.

how?

what can i do?

HELP me.

i duwan be a FAKE person.

no way.
no way.
no way.

i hate myself.

and.

i lost my way =\


9.26 PM

n i t e z ;
MOODLESS.

STILL ; blank. =\

如果回忆可以被抹掉
如果悲伤可以被遗忘
如果伤害可以被吹走

那该多好?

我讨厌你
我讨厌你
我讨厌你

因为
你再也不了解我。

因为
你再也不体谅我。

你 又明白吗?

哈哈.
放心吧。

我不会再挽回了。

因为
我再也不会那么懦弱。

我一直都很坚强。

i can live without you.

还有
我不是花心的。

请 你 不 要 把 我 当 成
那种人。

我 不是 !
我 没有 !

不要再以为下去了.

我表现 快乐
是因为我不想让朋友担心。

在我眼中,
在喜欢人面前表现哭.

是懦弱.

我 一直 都很坚强。

因为
我不想再脆弱下去了。

我只能
回忆过去。

分手快乐
祝我快乐。

我会一直过得好好的 =]


JULY 15.

N I T E Z 's
sadness.

BLANK ; t i r e d.

我不知道。

我还以为

你会体谅我。
你是了解我。

如果.
你觉得我是一时一样.

如果你觉得我一直在玩.

为什么你还要和我保持?

够了.

你觉得累

我也觉得累

分手了.

哈哈哈.

你终于说出口了.

原来;
我们 一直都经不起考验.

走吧.

这段感情.

再这样下去.

不会有结果的.

我; 还是 我 .

if u're HAPPY.

wtf?

i lost my name tag !

goosshhh.

can i know where is it gone?
gosshhhhh.

help me =\
anyone know where i keep it?

wtf wtf wtf.
who stole it?

i clip at my book =\

where is it gone?


whereeee ?

name tag. please comeBACK !
immedietly !

many things i havent complete it!

surprise =D

ng chai ming.
u suddenly come back today.

i get surprice u know ?

LOLs.

but i'm HAPPY.

because i miss u alots since the day u went away.

well.

have fun at MALAYSIA. =)

in FRIENDship LOVE.

i MISS my dear.

she's not with me.
but her Hearts with me always ♥

i ♥ her.

because she's the one who i CARE =D

althougt less contact.
but my heart contact with you every momenth. =)

take cares urself.

i'll be with you.

in LOVE.

everyone is in LOVE.
everyone is BUSY.

BUSY at exam.
BUSY at relationship.
BUSY at promote guitar's performace.

well.

am i busy?

NO.

i duno anything i can do?

BUT.

i'm trying to help our SOCIETY.

well.

Guitar Society rawks my LIFE =)

i LOVE guitar society !

♥

but the way.

liyee.

u'll always with him.

because of LOVE =p

so. must use to that.
don't have me.

well.
stay ur smile girls.

i'll stay beside u.
inside ur Hearts ♥


JULY 09.
8.36 PM

my DAY =D

today is my DAY !

lols.

because.
i hang out with my sister and her BBF's.
=D

i had watched KungFu Panda
and i take my 1st Big Head Photo with my sister =)

LOLs.

i duno why she will take with me laa x)

their 1st time gave me ! =D










Thinking and Loving?

Lols.
=P

happy =)

with laught.

words by.
July 06.
Sunday.

iDUNOwhy?

u treat me as best friend.
i thought.

u treat me goodly.
i thought.

u are my BFF.
i thought.

but now.

i know.

u talking back to me.
u playing back with me.
u smiling back with me.

actually.

is just for the HISTORY project?

HAHAHA.

nowadays.
i know why i been called Stupid by others.

yes.
i am stupid.

why? =\

Good Heart Don't Have Good revords.==.

finally.

i know.

who are the girls.
who i need.
and who i cares.

♥

liyee.
jiawen.
yichan.

thanks dear.

and let me feel up.

that i'm not so useless.

jiawen.yichan.
crying is good.
but not always.

shoulder for urs =D

limited edition one ! x)

liyee.

say again.

choose cleary.

support you always.

kaiqi.

i can't go in ur Blog =\

JULY 03.

10:27 PM